Welp, when was the last time I updated this thing?  Something other then Join.mes..... hmmm .

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My first year of college has been ok,  My first semester sucked majorly though. >< my high school did not prepare me any for this shit.... I despise the online grading system; absolutely despise it, what happened to the old crack a  book open and answer questions OTL. I barely passed my first round of classes, almost had a B in one of them but was only .3 percent below it and the teacher (who at the time his wife had a baby so I couldn't complain) didn't take mercy on me -_-;. I dropped my precal class then too, the class was horrible and the teacher made a student cry for asking a question. she was a terror and i don't regret dropping it. This semester however is 10x the semester the last one was, maybe I'm more prepared for it, maybe I picked the right classes, either way i have much better grades then the last semester and I hope to keep them up. Though I do feel bad for having to drop my Japanese class....the teacher was sweet but I just had no learning from her... oh well, back to french classes.

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My job has been fairly good, in less then a year I worked my way up to a position that's my manager considers the 2nd most stressful job behind his . I enjoy it though, I pretty  much work everyday but I can go in when I choose to. so from early morning to night I can do as I please <3. I've also been hired to do some illustration work, one being designs for a small gaming company and the next illustrating a children's book for someone. It's been exciting having my work shown off, and I hope it gets me more attention and job opportunities. I'm thankful for them being so lenient with the schedule since they are students and work as well, I hope to be able to do more when I have more time during the summer. I finished the first of my book series and am currently having an editor look at it and read it, I hope to be able to do the corrections for it soon and go through the process of publishing, it's scary but I'm looking forward to it. I may look for a 3rd job to take up the time during summer. Save up a bit more, maybe take a break soon and just go to school. I'm not entirely sure just yet.

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Family has been alright, nice that we haven't had anyone die since the spout of like 8 deaths we had before my senior year-_-;. It's nice to be able to talk to my dad without overwhelming religion and my  sister is well....14 not much I can do there...I was there once...I look back at it and I would of honestly beat the living shit out of myself *sighs* I miss my family that's actually my age, people that actually know what I talk about if I reference something without having to explain it.

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Personally I think I've been doing better since the last while any of you guys have heard from me, For the first time in my life I feel like I'm doing ok....I'm not stressed or bored or even spiteful....I'm just making my own way I guess..

So how have all of you been doing? good I hope. ^^